I think I'm psychotic
All of my thoughts are exotic.
There's a devil on my shoulder
An angel on my other.
They can't save me because they're killing each other.
My morals have died long ago
now I'm just a gaping black hole.
Pulling, destroying all of my emotion and enjoying the feel of emptiness.
Now my conciseness has a fucking gun to my head.
I can't stop him because he's already dead.
I abandoned him long ago
Rotting away in a fucking hole
That I left him in.
No one will ever know.
The emotion will never show.
Creation, destruction, denial, and seduction.
Are why I don't function.
I'm no different from you though.
We're both fucked up.
You just choose to hide it
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023